The sad fact is, I really couldn't come up with a title for this entry, I know that on both this one and the political blog that I hadn't been putting anything down there as of late, and the only reason for that is because I've just been way too bust not only dealing with my fictional blogs, but at the same time I just really didn't know what to write about when it comes to this blog, however after everything that's been going on in my life and the breaking point that I'm just damned near about to hit, I figured that it was about time to write something, other wise I'm on the verge of exploding here. Not only is my personally life sucking like rocks right now (and yes this entry will be getting very personal here), but I'm starting to think that everyone is thinking that I'm a bit nuts, or not bothering to...oh hell who knows any more. Just to let everyone know, if things on this entry read a little off, I'm going back and forth between writing this up in my email where I write and post them from in the first place, to Facebook right now, so my train of thought is on two different things, and I'll be answering the why of that really soon.
One of the current things that has gotten me so upset right now is a game that I've been taking part in for the past month, it's called "
Injustice Battle Arena", and I've been voting for different characters in the match ups, and usually I'm always voting for the one that wins, however this week of the two fights that were there, Superman v. Sinestro and Green Arrow V. Hawk Girl, I was going for Sinestro to win the fight, but it looks like we're heading towards a World's Finest between Batman and Superman, and that's the one thing that I'm currently trying to fight against, considering that at the rate things are going to be going, both Superman and Batman will end up getting shows and movies only and none of the other DC characters will ever end up with anything. Maybe tiny figurines, but that's about it. It's gotten that bad right there. Personally I'm so tired of it that I just really can't stand it any more. I mean they won't even make a new Flash series, because of the last one that they had back in the early 90's only lasted for one season, but then the time slot that it was placed in didn't help things when everyone was already in bed to get ready for the next day, even I had to sneak episodes to watch. The one thing that I've noticed is that when ever they make something that happens to be of a hero that's not either Batman or Superman, or is related to the two of them, then the show lasts for maybe a season if that long, but then gets canceled out, and then they tell people that about two of three seasons is how long any animated show happens to last. That right there is crap considering that the Simpsons have been on for a little over a decade now and there's no chance that it's going to get pulled off the air any time soon either, so that line just doesn't work any more, even though they keep using that same said line.
Of course that right there is just one of the many things that I happen to be dealing with today, the only reason why that's on top is because of how sooner (as in came in today) that hit than everything else did.
Right now I'm also trying to deal with the fact that I'm out of a job right now, I'd be working on my book if it wasn't for the fact that the one job (which is listed below in the signature) I'm currently partly in right now doesn't EVER have me working now because they have no hours to give me at all for working at all, so I got screwed over on that. I went for a job yesterday, however I have to wait on that one as well right now, namely since I have to wait to hear back from the owner when it comes to that job, in the mean time I still continue to look, and right now I have not only no idea where to look, I have no way of getting around any place, mainly because I don't happen to have either a car or a driver's licence (and yes I will be harping on that one right there as well). So I'm pretty much screwed out in just about EVERYTHING right now. These days there's one of three things that someone needs in order to get a job these days (though this doesn't apply to one that happens to be as low as I happen to be right now), 1)A driver's licence, 2)Certification in something, or 3)A degree from a college, or a combination of any of the above, mostly the licence is majorly needed these days no matter what any more.
On the licence part, I've had one before, but that was a little over a decade ago, and since then, I've no longer got it. Now when I do try to go for it here in California I pass the written test with out a problem, because the majority of the answers were all common sense ones, however it was the road test that I screwed the pooch on considering that I don't have the one thing that's needed and that happens to be the experience needed in order to be able to pass the road test. The one person that I'm asking (since I can't ask anyone else for help) is giving me every excuse in the book not to help me out at all, and that happens to be my mother in law. Originally I asked her for help in both the experience and the test, but the car won't fly under a test, so all I've been asking for in the mean time has been to get the experience that I need in order to pass the road test, I've text her and left her messages, however the problem has been that she refuses to even answer at all when it comes to that, so I now know that I have no way of getting my licence, which believe me would solve several job hunting problems at once. So I'm seriously screwed on that note.
Now there's another problem right now that's going to be coming up next month (considering that we happen to be in March right now), and it's one that I doubt I can actually change. It's dealing with that one time each year that everyone celebrates, yes my birthday, and out of everyone that I've invited (invited 113, 5 are going and 1 is a maybe), I can't get anyone to look at their invites so that they can let me know if they're going or not, so I feel like I'm getting screwed over in that note too.
On a more extremely personal note, one that I can't seem to change no matter what in the world I do, it seems that my love life with my wife has not only gotten staled out, it's frozen in place, and there doesn't seem to be a damned thing I can do about it either. I have no clue how to change this, and when I bring it up, I get nothing back in response (and my wife may end up getting pissed up for bringing this up in the first place, but hey I don't know what else to do here). They say that this is something that is never talked about in something like this, but if that was the case then no one would do it, but that right there is a church lie, it's talked about all over the place considering everything that's currently going on in the world these days. Plus the one thing that I can't even do these days (doesn't matter if her son is with us or not), I can't even have a make out session with my own wife, it's gotten that bad now, yes we kiss, a peck on the lips, but that's about it, nothing else. I really have no idea what in the world to do.
I'm getting frustrated and completely screwed over in almost everything of my life, and there doesn't seem to be a damned thing that I can do about it at all. However if you dear reader happen to have any advice, please feel free to share it, other wise I'm just venting here and there really isn't anything that I can do about it.
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Felix Sanchez
Sign Dancer, Liberty Tax Martinez, CA
Alhambra High School
Class of '97
Twitter: @thecat2643
Skype: timetracker2643
