Monday, December 31, 2012

In with the New Year, Gone with the Old Year

There has been a lot that has taken place over the past year, and this will be the final entry for the year 2012 (I was just going to leave it as final entry, but I didn't know if those that actually read this blog would actually get that at all), and believe me, we've seen way more than any other year around. Amazing year for movies, and on the political side (of which I'm only going to mention this once only and not posting on the political side this time), we've seen one of the biggest fights for the White House that we've ever seen, I'm honestly thrilled that things have turned out the way that they have.

Entertainment wise, we've seen some amazing movies, including the blockbuster smash "The Avengers", of which no one could topple. We saw a new Spider-Man come onto the scene, and a Batman trilogy come to an end, with previews of new movies to come for the new year which look amazing, a few new books that have come out and new authors that have emerged onto the scene, and even one character that met her end, and a demi God going to the Greek version of hell only to be continued in a next book. Yes there have been a lot of things that have happened during this past year.

On the person side, this year marks when my wife and I fully got back together and I left a hell of city behind that is Fresno (where the police shoot first and ask questions never), and came to live with her (though that part is still being worked on right now) in the city she lives in right now. Got my own computer laptop system and even got a couple of fictional blogs up and running and keeping them more up to date. Got back in touch with a lot of my friends in person from high school, and still trying to set up that reunion. Still have one person left that I need to get back in touch with, but I have a feeling that won't happen till the new year happens, much to my dismay :(. There's been a lot that's taken place.

There is one thing that I'm going to be doing as a multi part series (though I really don't know if I had started it, but oh well), and that is I'm going to be writing on this blog about my entire life past history. I've got a partial photographic memory (of which my mother doesn't believe that I happen to have though I've proven it several times in the past), and I have to live with all of those memories and I think that it's about time that I wrote everything down and shared them with everyone that actually does read this. Who knows, you might find something out that you never knew before. However I'm not going to go into minute details since that's never needed at all. But from the day that I was born in Stoughton, Ma all the way to now, I'm going to be covering. However for any of the gaps that are in there, that's for reasons where the people or persons would rather didn't get revealed, so those will be getting left out (sorry but that's where I don't want to be hit for libel right there, though I don't know if one can be hit for libel from a blog?).

Anyway, this year has been a big one, and I don't think that the hits will stop coming at all, so let's kick it into the new year with a bang, but make sure that bang isn't one that kills someone, after all we all know that at the stroke of midnight, guns are always fired off, never fails at all.

Happy New Year Everyone!!!!!

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Felix Sanchez
Sign Dancer, Linen Outlet Pleasant Hill, CA
Alhambra High School
Class of '97
Dream World Blog (fictional): http://dreamersworld2016.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesstories.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles: The Return Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesthereturn.blogspot.com/
Twitter: @thecat2643

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

A tragedy that will never be forgotten

I didn't hear about it till after I got off work, but now it's the only thing that you hear about anywhere (aside from what's happening this Friday), if anything it tells you that this country happens to have a one track mind when we're over whelmed with something that takes place and makes us take a good look at ourselves. However for those of you that do read this blog, you'll notice that this is both on the My World side, as well as the political side. Personally I know that one shouldn't cross the sides, but the problem in our country is that those in politics that have not offered up condolences for the families that were involved in this tragedy, have seen something that they can be able to grasp onto and starting hitting up like crazy. I know who those types are, and they're making me sick to my stomach (and that's really hard to do these days), and I know that they're just going to do the blame game the entire time.

Problem is not in how the guns are sold or the ID's that are needed or the background checks, or the mental health state of mind, in truth it's not any one of those things, it's all of that and more combined. However saying that we need to have tighter regulations on guns won't do a damned thing, after all those tighter regulations (doesn't matter if they happen to be at the store or a bloody gun show), will only deal with the guns being sold legally, there's an entire section of gun being sold illegally, and there's no way in the world to regulate that. It's called the Black Market. Now we could always do what they did in MacGuyver and that is ship the firing pins outside of the shipment of the guns and make sure that they're never shipped together. However the problem with that are the guns that already have the pins in the guns that are stolen and resold on the Black Market as well, that's where you have another problem right there.

So in truth, you have no way to completely deal with the guns that find their way into something like this. Plus what also doesn't help is that you have the NRA making sure that the regulations never get tightened even further than they are right now. Plus every time that there's a Presidential election (doesn't matter if it happens to be a reelection or a new President coming in), the first thing that always comes up is dealing with the guns right off the bat. I've seen it for each and every single election that has taken place, and it actually gets tiring to see and hear after a while. After all this past election the nut cases came out and said that Obama was going to be taking gun rights away, in truth he actually had zero intention on doing that at all. However now that something like this has happened, he will be expected to do something, question is what will he do?

Personally for me I have no answers, I honestly wish that I did, but for something like this from a writers stand point, all I can think of is just going back in time and stopping this from ever happening. Problem with this (and mind you I write science fiction), aside from the fact that I can't do it anyway, is that once something like this made media attention as big as it's gotten, it becomes in the rules a red flag zone, meaning that it can't be changed no matter how badly one wants to do it, it's called playing God and that's entirely against the rules in real life, no one can be Him no matter how much we try.

Though on that note, there is one church that thinks they really know the Word of God, and yet they have no bloody "F"ing clue (trying to keep the blog mostly clean here), after all this baptist church has sported posters that says "God loves dead babies", and that "God hats fags" (both of which I really don't like here), and so forth. These people have zero clue to the Word of God, which I honestly believe (and have stated to friends, and might've mentioned once or twice on this blog) has to be understood with the mind of a child, after all the mind of a child is still learning and has a better understanding when it comes to learning everything that they need to learn. Just like I tell my mother (or at least try to tell her), Matthew 18:21-22 (please look it up since I really don't want to write it down here, and besides it might be written differently for your Bible compared to mine), that one must always forgive no matter what. If God forgives everyone of everything no matter what we've done in our lives, then we must do the same. I tried telling my mother that (considering that I had forgiven my wife of everything that she had done against me), and she says that there  are those that can never be forgiven, and that she doesn't think that I'm understanding the passage correctly. Problem on her end is that she wants to understand the Bible with the mind of an adult (she even has a Bible for Dummies book at her place), you can't you can read it with the eyes of an adult, but then you must understand it with the mind of a child, it's the only way that you can. After all Jesus told his followers that they must be like that of a child in order to understand and enter the kingdom of God. Now personally I don't like religion at all period, yes I'm Christian, but I have a faith, not a religion. Religion was created to control others, and to make sure that they don't have free will, but a true faith not only has free will, but a better understanding of everything around them, and a mind to think with.

The GOP (and Republicans in politics in general) don't like the thought of having people around them with a free will and minds of their own, that's why they use religion to try to bring everything under their thumb. However these days people are throwing off the shackles of the controlling GOP and religious institutions out there and making sure that they have a mind of their own and voice of their own to speak with. Only problem is, the GOP refuses to listen to what the people really want and are refusing to do anything that they need to for the country. Instead, they're trying to make sure that they ones that are paying them are getting what they want and not the middle and lower classes. It's made for a completely corrupt government on their side, and the belief is bleeding over to the Dems who aren't taking any money (however if they are, I don't know about it and that's a fact).

Believe me this is something that is going to be fought over for the longest time, and there doesn't seem to be an end light to any of this at all. I wish honestly that there was.

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Felix Sanchez
Sign Dancer, Linen Outlet Pleasant Hill, CA
Alhambra High School
Class of '97
Dream World Blog (fictional): http://dreamersworld2016.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesstories.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles: The Return Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesthereturn.blogspot.com/
Twitter: @thecat2643

Monday, December 3, 2012

This past VERY WET weekend

This past weekend we saw more rain here in the Bay Area then I could ever remember since back in the early to mid 90's, and that's saying something, considering that just this past Sunday (12/02/12), we went right through a major bad spot, and as you all know, I happen to be homeless and even my temp tent couldn't almost handle what happened that night. Hell after I got out and pulled it all down for the day, my pants went from being blue jeans to black jeans and I was just completely soaked through and through, I had to change into the spare clothes that I was planning on changing into at work sooner than I had thought, believe me, this wasn't something that I was even looking forward to at all when it came to the rain. Even the umbrella that a firefighter had given to me at work broke because of the high winds that were blowing through that morning. Had to buy another one, along with an entire rain suit that I now have for when it rains yet again, plus this means that I will be out in the rain working even when it does rain period.

What doesn't help is that one of the support rods for my tent actually broke towards the end , I did try to fix it, but it wasn't that good of a fix considering that the duct tape that I bought wouldn't stay in place, however the scotch tape I also bought did help some. The only thing is, I'm wondering if I'm going to have to a get whole new tent setup because of the rod, I really hope not, these past two weeks thanks to Thanksgiving and the rain have done hell to my paycheck which I now get at the store via mail only from now on period. However thanks to two of the days that I got screwed over, I was able to write up two more parts for the opening of the Ninja Chronicles: The Return, and I will be continuing to work on that series since I have more people to two more people to bring in, one of whom (spoiler alert) will be stuck in two different time lines. However I'm not going to say the names of the characters that I'm going to bring in at all. Besides I've also got another series that I'm going to be bringing out, one that I've been working on long before a certain movie came out, however it's based in the modern up to date world of today. When I've gotten everything worked out (namely the opening part written up), then I'll be introducing everyone to the new story blog that I'll be putting out. Hope that you will all like it in the end.

Well when you happen to go by my work, considering that we've only got two weeks left at the place (or so it seems, I really don't know any more), when it happens to be raining and you go by the place, and you see someone out there in a green suit, that'll be me, please don't just honk, wave, and then keep driving by, please stop in and check things out,plus if you sing up with them, when we move, they'll let you know where we move to (along with me as well I hope). So come on, check the place out.

Hopefully this week turns out to be waaay better than last week that's for sure.

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Felix Sanchez
Sign Dancer, Linen Outlet Pleasant Hill, CA
Alhambra High School
Class of '97
Dream World Blog (fictional): http://dreamersworld2016.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesstories.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles: The Return Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesthereturn.blogspot.com/
Twitter: @thecat2643

Monday, November 26, 2012

My updated signature below

Well I had to update the signature below to show everything that I talked about in the last entry, so now everything is listed below, though I don't know when I'll actually get around to writing in the stories again, but I will be doing it eventually. Hope you all like everything

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Felix Sanchez
Sign Dancer, Linen Outlet Pleasant Hill, CA
Alhambra High School
Class of '97
Dream World Blog (fictional): http://dreamersworld2016.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesstories.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles: The Return Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesthereturn.blogspot.com/
Twitter: @thecat2643

Thursday, November 22, 2012

A few things I've been wanting to post up

First off, I would like to thank those of you that read this, no matter how you get to this blog, and even though I know that no one replies at all, I can see from the Dashboard page that it is getting read, however there is one thing that I would like those that read this to do, and that's subscribe to this blog, though it might require you to get a Google username and possibly and email as well.

Anyway, I would like to say Happy Thanksgiving to you all since I'm writing this up (or at least starting this off on Thanksgiving right now). Now I know that there have been a few people that have been wondering what in the world I'm talking about when it comes to the writings that I've published on line (meaning the fictional stories that I've written and still writing too), well I figured that it was time that I covered them all (considering that they happen to be listed as links below), and even cover the one story that I've already written and posted and have been wanting to turn into a fan film, however that story was posted on a different site that I will also be listing as well.

Now there is one thing that of course I'm going to talking about before I get to the links, considering that this is something that's been going on in my life here now for a little bit now, and to be honest it's driving me nuts, and the one that I'm dealing with on this doesn't even know that she's the problem. The one that I'm talking about here is my own mother, yes I know that we're supposed to love our mothers with out problem, however for those of you that read this and have known me since school, you know how my mother happens to be, and that's not changed in YEARS (though I really wish it had, because maybe at this point she would've had someone in her life already by now, but that hasn't happened and I doubt that it ever will considering that she has to be the center of EVERYONE's world (she tries to be with me, but the center of my world has already been taken up by my lovely and dearly sexy wife Miramonte), and of course today I'm going to be going with her and a neighbor friend of hers, and she says that she wants me to be on my best behavior, kicker is, I am with everyone else, is just that she's the one that drives me out of my mind, and I really wish I knew how to deal with it, and I can't tell her off because she'll do a Republican move (sorry to bring that in, but this is true) and turn it right around and blame it right on me and think that she's not the one that's at fault instead of looking at herself when it comes to the truth that happens to be looking her right in the face. I just wish that there was a way to deal with that, however there isn't and I really don't know what in the world to do with her at all.

Now onto the links below and the one that's not featured as of this posting but will be added after. Starting from the top going down through the ranks, the first one is of course the one you're currently reading right now, so I'm not going to actually add that link to the listing here. The next one is the other blog that I happen to write in constantly and that's My Political World (http://politicstodayworld.blogspot.com/) where I deal with the every day politics that happen to be constantly around us, yes even with the election over, the politics doesn't end (no matter how much we want it all to end).

The next one that's on the list is one that I started thinking that I might actually get to hopefully live it out, however that's changed up and that blog ended up going by the way side since I have no idea how in the world I'm actually going to be dealing with it at all. the link http://dreamersworld2016.blogspot.com/ is where you'll find that starting of a future that was never finished.

This next one is where things are different and I'm still trying to work on it. The story is also one that I actually want to turn into a series, either for YouTube or as an actual television series, the only thing is when it comes to this one (which I call Ninja Chronicles) it actually takes place on different versions of Earth in which the Earths are different in their own ways, like where one Earth that he happens to go to actually slows down on time (even though everyone moves at a normal pace) so no one ages at a normal rate of speed at all. So the end result is that one can learn a life time worth of things and just about remain ageless the entire time, and that's just one of the worlds that he visits. there's another blog that I created which is the sequel to Ninja Chronicles called "Ninja Chronicles: The Return" which right off takes place on this world after he's already gone through everything in the first one. I've yet to actually put the link up for that one considering that the first story I've still yet to finish. However I will eventually be putting one up there so that way everyone can know the two stories and be able to keep up with everything. Now when it comes to Returns, that one I would actually like to film here in Martinez since the entire thing takes place right here in Martinez, and it would also bring up the tourist level of the city big time to come see a television series getting filmed.

However here's a kick note to the Ninja Chronicles, there's another side to it that I'm also going to be working on for the movie side (I have a whole multi-story cross over idea that I'm going to eventually do with all of the Ninja's), only difference when it comes to all the Ninja stories that I've thought of, not only is the whole story just a family story (meaning the hero, his partner sister, and their father), it also takes place in Boston, and he's got a past that will have everyone wondering what it happens to be, but won't get revealed till the last episode airs in which everyone will know what's going on. Trust me on this, the end will have everyone say they never saw it coming. (hehe)

Now the next link on their is actually wrong, and I keep forgetting to fix, it's my Twitter username, the one below is the old one, it's actually @thecat2643 for my Twitter, but I only use it now to post the links for the blog entry for which this will be getting posted up after I'm done writing it.

This one: http://www.youtube.com/timetracker2643 is my video account that I've got and I've got a few entries up there right now, but I do plan on putting more up there eventually.

The next link is obvious so I'll just skip that one, however the one that's after that is one that I created because of a character from the show Smallville (though this page and the next two really haven't picked up much traction when it comes to people actually liking the pages at all, so I really don't know how it's going to work out at all) Chloe Sullivan (https://www.facebook.com/Make-Chloe-Sullivan-Cannon-to-DC-Comics/) and trying to make her cannon to the DC world, but like I said before it hasn't picked up much traction and so I don't know what's going to happen on that note at all.

This link here: https://www.facebook.com/TimeTrackersEarthHq is dealing with my Time Trackers book that I've been working on off and on constantly, it's supposed to be the fan page, but it also hasn't picked up traction at all, and I'm wondering if it ever will, even after I get the book published.

The last one on here is the link to my political party since I'm not a Democrat or a Republican at all. Since we can create our own parties, (just like how the TEA Party got started before they were corrupted), I created a party that has no chance of getting corrupted at all, the only thing about mine is where it came from in the first place which is from DC Comics when Lex Luthor created it, The Tomorrow Party (https://www.facebook.com/The-Tomorrow-Party) in which we think about the future of tomorrow, the only thing is that right now we really don't have a platform at all right now, we've got a tentative one that someone thought of, but we really haven't gone anywhere with it. Personally I believe that we're a party open to everyone of all faiths and beliefs and we shouldn't force anything on anyone, doesn't matter if they happen to be Christian or Atheist or anywhere in between, your faith is your own. However like I said, we're still starting out and so far have gained very little traction right now. This is what I do believe, that we need a Party that can be holden to everyone and stay with the original ideas of the Founding Fathers (who by the way weren't Christian, just thought I'd point that out right there) and stay with the law of the land over all, but something that can include everyone no matter what their ideas or beliefs are, but also that we should all pay our fair share no matter what that cost might be. Even for those that aren't decided at all, this Party could be for them considering that we're all inclusive when it comes to ideals and everything that people are going through right now. Anyway, I guess that's just me, and I'm thinking that my idea isn't going to go that far, though I am registered at Tomorrow Party, I just can't vote for a possibility on who might be the next President in the Primary elections, I can only vote local at that point. It's the general election that I can vote for the President then, however till then, I have no voice at all.

Now this last link that I have here, is for one that I started up years ago, I just never got the chance to actually fix anything really on the site: http://www.fanfiction.net/~timetracker2643 However the story that I want to film as a fan film is located on this site, which is the first Spider-Moon story. I've got the camera to help me film the entire thing, but it's more than likely a long shot when it comes to actually try to film the entire story (which mind you with the exception of the first story that I actually was able to fix, all the rest of the chapters are all mashed up, and I've been wanting to fix them, but have never been able to get the chance to fix them. I've got them all saved to my laptop currently, just haven't been able to get around to fixing the chapters so that everyone can read the stories the right way. 

Anyway, that covers everything and I guess more, I just have no idea what everyone is going to think of the entire thing. Hell even yesterday when I talked to my boss about a Linen Outlet Facebook page, and that even I was willing to do it for them, I got a resounding no, they're more willing to spend a massive amount of money (and yet it's currently going no where at all in creating the page) on making a Facebook page, and yet I'm willing to do one (possibly even better) and at a lower cost, and as you can see from the links above and below I can certainly create a Facebook page, however getting traction on them is a different story entirely, considering that no matter what I happen to do, people look at them, but never like them in the end.

Hope that you'll all check out what I've posted here, and let me know what you all think.

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Felix Sanchez
Sign Dancer, Linen Outlet Pleasant Hill, CA
Alhambra High School
Class of '97
Dream World Blog (fictional): http://dreamersworld2016.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesstories.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

The past hurts, and coming from places that you would never have realized till years later

I know that everyone is hurt by something or someone during their lives, and I know that I'm certainly no exception to that at all, for some they know right off the bat, and for others it takes them awhile to figure things out. I'm personally half and half that. I know who happens to hurt me, and the kicker is I not only knew, but it took part of my mind a while to figure a few other things out as well. One of which was that my own mother bullied me a lot as a kid and I didn't realize it. Because of her, I couldn't be better than I was, nor could I fully get to take part in things that I should've taken part in in the first place. Because of her I never went to Prom, and because of her, my ties with my family back east are strained like crazy, and I have zero way to figure out how in the world to repair them at all, and I'm certainly not going back there without my wife Miramonte.

Another kicker is, I've done my own share of hurting and I never realized it either half the time till long after it was too late, and then there were some that I just had no clue about. There's one that I've no clue what in the world that I ever did, and yet for some reason I hurt her and I don't know how or why I did in the first place. That person I've mentioned before, who happens to be Amy Powell (or as I remember her always Amy Hughes), I honestly wish I knew why in the world I did, but till she lets me know, I'll never know myself. Though I doubt she reads my blogs (though there are others that are her friends that do read this blog, but I don't know if they'll actually get in touch with her for her to read it in the end), so I don't know if she'll ever let me know what I did.

Then there's the one person that I do know that I hurt and know that I can never be able to talk to her again, I can mention her, but I can never talk to her at all, and that person is Corinne Wieben. I do hope she's happy in whatever life she's currently living now, but there is one thing that I do know, and that is that one cannot get away from their past no matter how hard they try, they either think about it, or something in their lives reminds them without them even knowing it in the first place. That's why I know in order to move on, one MUST confront the demons of their past in order to not only deal with them, but to move on as well, otherwise one will never be able to move on without something being there. I know that they might try to continue on and ignore it, but that only lasts for so long. The reason why I know this is because of the years that I spent in therapy after Amy left with her family back when I was in Junior High. I was in the 6th grade at the time and we were just going onto Winter Break, and I knew that she was going to be leaving. The kicker was I couldn't have the date with her that I really wanted to have in the first place, however my mother helped kibosh that idea, of course I still wouldn't have been able to actually say anything without sounding like a total idiot (which actually hasn't changed in years). However when Amy Left, that was when I went into counseling for quite a number of years, and no it was entirely my fault in the first place not hers. I just couldn't get over the fact that I never got the chance that I had wanted in the first place, and that's what really hurt for me. Part of me still wants that chance, I'm not going to lie, but the other half knows that I'll never get that chance no matter what happens, after all her and I are both married and so I know that there is no chance.

Now besides Amy and Corinne, there are other things that I would love to be able to change in my life, but till time travel is invented, I know that I will never be able to change those points. I could recreate them, but I doubt that anyone would ever help me at all. So they'll just remain a part of the past never to be seen or heard from again.

My only thing is that I hope you the reader doesn't decide to stop reading these just because I'm telling you the truth in part of what's happened to me in my life. After all this is like the only sounding board that I happen to have right now, even though I don't get any replies on the board, only off. However it does give you all a better insight into who I am.

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Felix Sanchez
Sign Dancer, Linen Outlet Pleasant Hill, CA
Alhambra High School
Class of '97
Dream World Blog (fictional): http://dreamersworld2016.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesstories.blogspot.com/

Monday, October 29, 2012

My World of entertainment and the biggest win of all time!!!!!!

Now normally I don't cover anything dealing with sports considering that people think that the WWE is sports and should be mentioned in the sports page, at least before they changed the last letter to E for Entertainment (idiots). However with what happened last night, this is one time that I will be covering sports (however don't expect me to cover this again).

The last that I had heard, the Giants had been down by a run in the 4th inning for the Tigers to be up 2-1, however since I can't actually watch the game I rely on updates from Facebook to be able to cover what I can't find out (of course that side has also been getting flooded with politics as of late considering what's coming up at the start of next month). My only kicker is that I went to bed before the actual win, which my loving wife sent me a text on last night that I didn't get till this morning. Sorry about that hun.

Now the one thing that I was hoping for, and I got too, was that the Giants would win their series on the Tigers home field, and the reason for that was because for me, if they won on the Tigers home turf, it would be considered the ultimate (and I seriously mean ULTIMATE) humiliation because they can't even win a game on their own grounds (just like Texas back in 2010). However the kicker for the Tigers is that they couldn't even win a game period and got their asses handed right to them, period end of story!

I mean they did actually make it to the series, but they couldn't even beat the Giants in one game at all period, that has got to hurt the most right there. Like I said, period end of story!!!!

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Felix Sanchez
Sign Dancer, Linen Outlet Pleasant Hill, CA
Alhambra High School
Class of '97
Dream World Blog (fictional): http://dreamersworld2016.blogspot.com/
Ninja Chronicles Blog (fictional): http://ninjachroniclesstories.blogspot.com/