Just a few thoughts from today

Well today, I had gone up to a park that means a great deal to me,
considering all of the quite that happens to be there. Well as I sat
by a stream listening to the water flow by me, and reading, I kept
thinking that maybe a girl would actually walk up to me and just say
hi (yeah I know wishful thinking on my part), but I realized after a
little bit that when it comes to meeting someone, that wasn't the
place to do it. So after I moved out from there (after seeing several
people come around that were taking photos, and making me wish that I
had my own camera), I started to walk to a couple of different benches
to try to just sit down and continue reading, however shortly after I
started that I started to burn up from the sun that I had been sitting
in, so I then moved to a shaded bench and kept reading from there.

During the time that I had been reading, I saw several people when it
came to who was going to the part and what they were doing, and I
realized something, and that was that for me I wouldn't be meeting
someone there (though I did wonder if I should go meet up with a dog
walker, but then I figured that it wouldn't be right either way),
however I would be eventually bringing someone there in the first
place. Now I also realized as I was leaving there that when it came to
that special someone that I would like to meet eventually, that
despite what I had figured out and what I had been told, that the one
that I would eventually meet would actually come either way. I know
that I shouldn't look for her, but the thing of the matter is, I can't
stop looking, it's in my nature to constantly look and to be
constantly curious on everything till I learn about what it happens to
be (meaning anything) and then move onto the next thing. I know that's
hard to believe, but in a way it's also very true as well. So I'm
guessing that between now and the time that the vision comes true,
that I'll be meeting that special girl in my life, though in all
honesty with how fast my mind happens to work, I really do wish that
it would be sooner rather then later.

By the way, if I can't have my party at the place that I'm hoping to
go for, then I will still have it but just at a different location
instead. However everyone is still invited to come when it comes to
the party, though I still am predicting that there won't be that many
people that do come if any at all. Well as a friend of mine says, "Oh
well."