I had realized today as I was riding on the bus watching the people around me, that the type of girl I'm really looking for I had been looking for once before, and the thing is, she's an average looking girl, but it was the mind that I had actually wanted as someone else's mind in there. Now I had been thinking that I had been wanting the girl to be of the slim side, but today I realized that that wasn't what I had wanted at all, I'm actually wanting the girl to be around my size and around my height, and any where between 25 to my age. Thing is, I honestly doubt that I'm actually going to find someone like that here in Fresno that doesn't already happen to be taken, I mean as much as I would love for that to be different, I know that's how it's going to be. Plus what I saw (and have been seeing) today which doesn't help matter much at all, is I'm a guy that tends to look at the finger to see if the girl is taken, and nine times out of ten the finger always has a ring on it which doesn't help me at all. So honestly in this city, I really doubt that I'm actually going to find someone that isn't going to be wearing a ring at all, and at the current time I can't exactly get out of this city either (namely since I don't happen to have a job to get the money to be able to get out of here in the first place).
Look I honestly don't know if anyone actually happens to read these blogs or not, but if someone could help me out it would be perfect. I can be more specific when it comes to the girl that I'm trying to find, however the problem that I happen to have is that for the personal sites that are even worth their salt in trying to find someone happen to cost money that I don't happen to have ever, so in the end I tend to avoid those sites. However if you happen to know someone that is looking for that Mr. Right (i.e. the one that is always looking for that Ms. Right girl that understands what the guy is going through, but keeps missing the guy because he happens to be extremely shy and too nervous to ever speak up in the first place), please let them know that I'm looking and have been for ages. Just understand that I'm in for the relationship and not something that is going to be a quick thing either.
Anyway, I could really use the help when it comes to something like this please, though like I said, I don't know how many people actually read my blogs at all. So please let me know.
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